Tuesday, February 7, 2017

English 130 Midterm Essay

I really enjoyed writing my midterm paper today. The vibe of my music and the classroom just flowed. Here we go: A Limitless Perspective by Denise Suzanne Guevara

A Limitless Perspective

            The essay “Nothing is Missing” by Tom Munnecke, is a phenomenal short story about Tom’s flowing view of the world and his perspective of language restricting the way that we project our thoughts and feelings. I felt aligned to his exact words throughout the course of the literature; his view of how language limits our thoughts and feelings, opened a whole new world to me. Munnecke states, “I had no word for this experience. It was simply outside of my language shell, and the generally accepted Western language. Flow was an extremely weak word for it, one of those specialized analyses from a single frame. Silence, ‘seeing the world from the outside in,’ ‘blacks and whites as shades of gray,’ dichotomous things become one,’ are just some of the other definitions I might have chosen” (Munnecke 457). This quote, and Munnecke’s perspective, helped steer my understanding of thoughts and feelings down a more creative path. I grew a great deal during this read, and it is honestly one of my favorite English reading assignments I have ever had.
            Similar to Tom’s epiphany-like experience in Japan, I have had a similar experience that endured over the past seven years; through my teenage and young adult years. Through my many extraordinary experiences during my four years in high school I gained so much insight of life, and I feel my past 3 years in college have exposed to a deeper meaning of the gift we receive every morning as we take our first breath among waking up. My epiphany has been the appreciation and understanding of the value of love, age, and knowledge. The sudden (well, prolonged) realization that our lives are truly beautiful.
            I have gained the appreciation of love. The idea that love is one of life’s greatest treasures. The idea that something free and earned can result in an everlasting feeling is amazing. The love for family, is extremely important, because time travels on its own accord. We should not spend our time arguing or holding grudges toward family members because there will be a time where they will be gone and we need to make things right before that happens. I have also gained the understanding of the importance of friends. We need people in our lives to make the bad times seem good. Family and friends are crucial to our emotional existence.
            I have gained the appreciation of age. I value this dictionary definition of time, “Time: noun the indefinite continued progress of existence and events in the past, present, and future regarded as a whole” (Google). As Google said it time is going; therefore we need to enjoy it. During all walks of life we need to appreciate where we are, even if the times are hard because we will never get it back. Whether young or old, time and experience must be appreciated. I love the idea of life’s progression, and I am astounded, daily, about its nature. Ultimately, our age must be enjoyed, despite where were are in our path; the fun never stops.
            I have gained the appreciation of knowledge. Throughout the course of high school I learned to appreciate learning. The fact that there are buildings upon buildings of books and an internet thriving of knowledge excites me. There is so much to be gained through learning and so much to add to our own personal libraries. During this time, I was getting ready to enter college, and I truly saw the value of education. I saw how you can start one day and a few years later graduate with not only a degree, but a whole understanding of new skills that you would soon master.
            My own epiphany has given me a sense of excitement for living. We have so much to live for, so many reasons to make every day an amazing one. Like Tom Munnecke’s epiphany in “Nothing is Missing”, I have gained a new perspective. The idea of words restricting us is empowering because its shows how limitless everything really is; like the dark matter that is reached after millions of light years beyond our galaxy. Our feelings and thoughts do not need to be justified, they can just be appreciated, felt, and enjoyed. Through the appreciation of love, age, and knowledge I have structured a limitless perspective. One that can add value to everything I do. 

Monday, February 6, 2017

Life as a 21 Year Old Student

Life is pretty crazy right now. I mean school as an engineering student really sucks at times; with homework, exams, and plenty of group projects. Life as a young woman in engineering though, surprisingly is quite empowering. I love that my major (Industrial Engineering) has so many women that I seldom feel out of the ordinary. The male students, today, still out number us but there are definitely enough females to break the stereotype. I love it.

Although school is great, I feel that it takes me away from living the life that I want to be living. That life consists of traveling, going to concerts, and pretty much just enjoying the world at my young age. But school often does not allow that and pretty much consumes my life. For example, today I arrived for class at 8 am and I will be going home most likely around 8 pm; meaning that by the end of today I will have been on campus for exactly 12 hours. Wow.

I need to gain some understanding on how to not let school consume everything I have. Luckily I attend church on weekends and spend time with friends and my boyfriend, but it does not feel like enough. It feels like there often is not enough time in a day for all that I have and want to do. Hmmm... until next time. I have my electrostatic physics lab right now. Fun.


Monday, January 30, 2017

3 Years Later

Literally: 3 Years Later

As of now, right now I am a "senior student" at Cal Poly Pomona studying Industrial Engineering. I know, who would have thought. Crazy young Denise, to mature studious young adult. It's pretty cool if you ask me. I love where I am in life but I am not totally feeling the best. There has been many situations in life that have caused me to take different paths, but boy am I glad that I ended up here. I need some guidance, emotionally, to determine how things are supposed to be. I used to be someone who went with the wind, somewhere who didn't worry about tomorrow yet here I am. Planning my future day by day. Crazy. 

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Thursday, September 12, 2013


A New Beginning

So my whole life I have thought "Blogs" were lame, and totally sounded weird! But I have learned that they revolve around pure expression and creative perspective, which is beautiful. From this day on, I will try my best to keep this blog updated although I am completely aware that I have NO followers! Whatever I know this is going to be fun.... keeping track of my vibrant life. I'm not that cool; well maybe.